Is it okay to be angry about not having a date for New Year's Eve? I hope so, because I am. I have my girlfriends to go out with but someone that is just not the same. I have tried the dating websites and have met a few guys but nothing has come out of it. Maybe I am wanting too much in a man. I want someone who is handsome and financially secure. That's not all, I want a lot more than that. I am very picky now after my divorce.
I guess I'll be stuck with my whiny daughter trying to dollar me too death. She's so spoiled, she wants everything and thinks I am made of money. Geez, girl...get a job and spend your own money!

Christmas is now over and I am getting into bringing in the New Year! This year has got to be better than the last! I am not sure what to do for New Year's Eve. Can't really get into much because I have my daughter hanging on my butt.

Heather is 16 years old and beginning to get into everything she can. I have discovered that she is a liar and a thief. Well, isn't that great? Seems to be following the path of her brother in several ways.

I wish I hadn't allowed her to alienate her father. I didn't get it at the time, but he was making her abide by the rules and she didn't like it and decided to move back in with me. There has been little or no peace in my world ever since. I'd never admit to him that he was right, he and his wife would never let me live it down if I did.

Update - my son is still in jail. He has a hearing on the 9th of January and he will either be sentenced or it will be continued. From what my daughter tells me, through the grapevine, no one will post his bond. I don't have it to post either. I don't have money just laying around to toss into the trash and that is what it would be.  He'd skip state.

 

You know, I don't know what emotion to feel right now. My oldest kid is in jail. He's only 19 years old and he's in jail.
He's always been stubborn and strong willed but I had hoped he would straighten his life out and now this. Drugs, guns and gang life. It all looks so appealing to teenagers. To be tough and untouchable...so they think. I don't get it. Why be so stupid?
I kicked him out of my house over a year ago because he was bringing this into my house and I just couldn't have it. He broke all the rules I gave him and he had to go.
I am ashamed of him.