
Or at least that's what most of you may think. It's okay, I don't care. It's true, I get mine and I like it. I am 44 years old and tired of being handed shit by a bunch of people that tell me they care about it. That usually a lie to get what they want and when they get it they shit all over you.
Well, I don't waste anyone's time that way. I know what I want so I just go after it. One day I may feel differently and when I do, I'll take the proper steps to do what I need to do!
I enjoy sex and that's all I want for now. I am enjoying it with and men. The past few months have been most enlightening for me. My friend, Anna, and her boyfriend have really taught me a thing or three about pleasure! I like to pleasure myself while I watch them fuck, I also like for them to watch me while I slam that dildo in my pussy and cum all over it!
I love to touch Anna's body and kissed her tits. I love slamming my fingers in her wet pussy and feel the muscles tighten around them.
Damn...I wish she were here now. I wish her man was here under my desk licking my wet pussy! I was and still am apprehensible about being with him, but he is a good piece and I enjoy having sex with him so if they don't care...why should I? I have come to realize that Anna befriended me for sexual purposes anyway. At first that pissed me off, but not anymore. It's a good outlet and there is no pressure or expectations of any of us.
You know, I can't believe I was so uptight about the threesome to begin with. Darryl, Anna's man, is so cool. They are born swingers. They promise to keep my secret, I am not ready to come out of the closet just yet!
Are they any lesbians out there reading this that can give me some advice? I haven't yet eat out Anna's pussy yet and I just want to know what I can do to blow her mind completely!!! I am a total virgin so I need some help.
She finally went down on me the other night at the house. I wasn't expecting anything because she just came over to help me put an outfit together for my step-father's wake. I was feeling vulnerable and needed some extra attention so she and I had a little something on my bathroom floor while she helped me get dressed.
I can honestly say that I have had better head jobs, but it was still nice. She is so crazy too. She accompanied me to the wake...she and I went to the bathroom together...ALOT!! haha! She is alway prepared...she packed a couple vibrators and a set of Ben Wa Balls in her purse and I slipped them in during one trip to the potty. Those things are amazing, I recommend them if you've never used them!

Well, no matter what you may think of me, I am me and I am just fine with myself the way I am. I feel like I am just now hitting my sexual peak and I just want to experience sex with so many different people. Been there and done that many years ago, but I am learning so much more now that increases my pleasure like you wouldn't believe!
I'd love to grab a vibrator and loosen my friend Caty,
but I don't think she's ready for me to do that yet!
Many one day...I'll bend her over and slam a big fat dildo right in her hot, wet, tight little pussy!
hahahahhhaaaa~