Or at least that's what most of you may think.  It's okay, I don't care.  It's true, I get mine and I like it.  I am 44 years old and tired of being handed shit by a bunch of people that tell me they care about it.  That usually a lie to get what they want and when they get it they shit all over you. 

Well, I don't waste anyone's time that way.  I know what I want so I just go after it.  One day I may feel differently and when I do, I'll take the proper steps to do what I need to do!

I enjoy sex and that's all I want for now.  I am enjoying it with and men.  The past few months have been most enlightening for me.  My friend, Anna, and her boyfriend have really taught me a thing or three about pleasure!  I like to pleasure myself while I watch them fuck, I also like for them to watch me while I slam that dildo in my pussy and cum all over it!

I love to touch Anna's body and kissed her tits.  I love slamming my fingers in her wet pussy and feel the muscles tighten around them.

Damn...I wish she were here now.  I wish her man was here under my desk licking my wet pussy!  I was and still am apprehensible about being with him, but he is a good piece and I enjoy having sex with him so if they don't care...why should I?  I have come to realize that Anna befriended me for sexual purposes anyway.  At first that pissed me off, but not anymore.  It's a good outlet and there is no pressure or expectations of any of us.

You know, I can't believe I was so uptight about the threesome to begin with.  Darryl, Anna's man, is so cool.  They are born swingers.  They promise to keep my secret, I am not ready to come out of the closet just yet!

Are they any lesbians out there reading this that can give me some advice?  I haven't yet eat out Anna's pussy yet and I just want to know what I can do to blow her mind completely!!!  I am a total virgin so I need some help. 

She finally went down on me the other night at the house.  I wasn't expecting anything because she just came over to help me put an outfit together for my step-father's wake.  I was feeling vulnerable and needed some extra attention so she and I had a little something on my bathroom floor while she helped me get dressed.

I can honestly say that I have had better head jobs, but it was still nice.  She is so crazy too.  She accompanied me to the wake...she and I went to the bathroom together...ALOT!!  haha!  She is alway prepared...she packed a couple vibrators and a set of Ben Wa Balls in her purse and I slipped them in during one trip to the potty.  Those things are amazing, I recommend them if you've never used them! 

Well, no matter what you may think of me, I am me and I am just fine with myself the way I am.  I feel like I am just now hitting my sexual peak and I just want to experience sex with so many different people.  Been there and done that many years ago, but I am learning so much more now that increases my pleasure like you wouldn't believe!

I'd love to grab a vibrator and loosen my friend Caty,  but I don't think she's ready for me to do that yet! 

Many one day...I'll bend her over and slam a big fat dildo right in her hot, wet, tight little pussy!

 hahahahhhaaaa~

 

 

 

 

I saw Anna last night and I'm just not sure I want to continue with whatever it is we've got going. Truthfully, I am pissed because I think she set me up.
We decided to get togehter last night for some "girl time". So I drive over to her house and get naked and get busy. Well during our stress relief session, her b/f comes in and busts us! He was not irritated at all! In fact, he just joined right in with us. The problem is that he is a friend of my brother! I had no idea that Anna was dating my brother's friend! So what started out as a secret sexual experiment now has the potential of being made public, at least within my family!
I honestly believe that Anna told him to come over although she promised that she didn't. The fact that he wasn't the least bit surprised is what throws me.
We did the threesome that Anna had talked about, I was so hot and horny that I just couldn't help myself and he was a good fuck...all 8" of him! Damn, what a man! What a mighty fine man!

Thankfully Anna and I have not discussed a threesome again since the other day. I still haven't decided anything about that. I really enjoy what Anna and I have. It's such a stress reliever. I would hate for something to happen that would spoil that. I don't want this to get complicated and I think bringing her b/f in the mix would do just that.
I saw her last night. We spent some time at her place. She brought out her box of toys for us to play with. She has all kinds of stuff. I was amazed...half of that stuff I never even knew they made. Pretty kinky things!
She has a huge strap-on that I like her to use on me after she gets me so hot I can't stand it anymore and her favorite is the strap-on accompanied by an anal invader. The anal invader thingy is long, slim with knobs up and down the shaft. It is attached to a ring that fits around the base of the strap-on. It is inserted into the anus as the dildo is inserted into the vagina and as you stroke, well, you get the idea! Anna absolutely loves this! I love to fuck her and see her cum! Last night I flipped her over and fucked her doggy-style just so I could the dildo slide in and out of her pussy. She was wild! It was like riding a wild horse!

She and I were talking the other day and she started talking about having a threesome with her b/f. I told her that I wasn't sure I'd do that if I were her. I told her that could start problems in their relationship. She told me that she would do it if she knew she could trust the other female. That's when she asked me if I'd be the other female.
I have no idea what to do or say about this...

She and I had a girl's night out Friday. It was truly awesome. I love the way she touches me and makes me feel.
God, I am so confused. Anna promised that we would keep things simple and be friends first. She is so easy to talk to and that makes it easy to be myself.