Or at least that's what most of you may think.  It's okay, I don't care.  It's true, I get mine and I like it.  I am 44 years old and tired of being handed shit by a bunch of people that tell me they care about it.  That usually a lie to get what they want and when they get it they shit all over you. 

Well, I don't waste anyone's time that way.  I know what I want so I just go after it.  One day I may feel differently and when I do, I'll take the proper steps to do what I need to do!

I enjoy sex and that's all I want for now.  I am enjoying it with and men.  The past few months have been most enlightening for me.  My friend, Anna, and her boyfriend have really taught me a thing or three about pleasure!  I like to pleasure myself while I watch them fuck, I also like for them to watch me while I slam that dildo in my pussy and cum all over it!

I love to touch Anna's body and kissed her tits.  I love slamming my fingers in her wet pussy and feel the muscles tighten around them.

Damn...I wish she were here now.  I wish her man was here under my desk licking my wet pussy!  I was and still am apprehensible about being with him, but he is a good piece and I enjoy having sex with him so if they don't care...why should I?  I have come to realize that Anna befriended me for sexual purposes anyway.  At first that pissed me off, but not anymore.  It's a good outlet and there is no pressure or expectations of any of us.

You know, I can't believe I was so uptight about the threesome to begin with.  Darryl, Anna's man, is so cool.  They are born swingers.  They promise to keep my secret, I am not ready to come out of the closet just yet!

Are they any lesbians out there reading this that can give me some advice?  I haven't yet eat out Anna's pussy yet and I just want to know what I can do to blow her mind completely!!!  I am a total virgin so I need some help. 

She finally went down on me the other night at the house.  I wasn't expecting anything because she just came over to help me put an outfit together for my step-father's wake.  I was feeling vulnerable and needed some extra attention so she and I had a little something on my bathroom floor while she helped me get dressed.

I can honestly say that I have had better head jobs, but it was still nice.  She is so crazy too.  She accompanied me to the wake...she and I went to the bathroom together...ALOT!!  haha!  She is alway prepared...she packed a couple vibrators and a set of Ben Wa Balls in her purse and I slipped them in during one trip to the potty.  Those things are amazing, I recommend them if you've never used them! 

Well, no matter what you may think of me, I am me and I am just fine with myself the way I am.  I feel like I am just now hitting my sexual peak and I just want to experience sex with so many different people.  Been there and done that many years ago, but I am learning so much more now that increases my pleasure like you wouldn't believe!

I'd love to grab a vibrator and loosen my friend Caty,  but I don't think she's ready for me to do that yet! 

Many one day...I'll bend her over and slam a big fat dildo right in her hot, wet, tight little pussy!

 hahahahhhaaaa~